My Dirty Little Secrets!

A guilty pleasure is something one enjoys and considers pleasurable despite feeling guilt for enjoying it. Everyone has their guilty things that pleasure them aka their ‘dirty little secrets’. Some are just better at hiding them than others. Some secrets are harmless, while others can be hurtful and destructive...it depends on what the situation is.

Let's talk about my GUILTY PLEASURES, shall we?

Miss grudge holder

I got a really nice feeling when I think about killing some people I dislike. Someone that hurt me when I was a kid or someone that randomly pisses me off. Either strangle them or just beat the living shit out of him/her until she/he begs for mercy. 

Hahaha!! this is why I play violent videogames. J

BOO!! I’m annoyed you! J

Ouhhh.. I looooooveeee to irritate people. I love to wind somebody up. 

But, it’s just for fun and I know that I don’t cross the limit. The more they say NO, the more I tend to do it J 

For instance, I love to imitate my friends’ voice or making stupid actions and expressions just to get on their nerves. It’s my job to be annoying.

 But I know, you guys love me right? Hehehe J

As a Muslim

“Wear your tudung Nabieha!”

“You think you look nice in your shorts huh?”

See, I listen mom J

 Yeah..I admit it. I didn't really perform my responsibility as a Muslim when it comes to the ‘’dress up’’ thing.

 It can be say as a guilty thingy that pleasure me because I’ve already know that, as a Muslim, showing my ‘aurat’ to the non-muhrim is a sin but that’s just the way I like it. 

For me, it is convenient to go out with free hair and simply wear a shorts. But the thing is, I’m just not ready.

 Someday maybe?? 

  I’m not against my beloved religion or what but this is truly me. 

May God give His bless to me one day J

So pretty babes,

What are your guilty pleasures and do they really make you feel guilty for enjoying them?

The Blind Side

 

Directed by  :      John Lee Hancock

Produced by :      Broderick Johnson

                         Andrew Kosove

                         Gill Netter

Screenplay by :  John Lee Hancock

Story by      :     Michael Lewis

Starring      :      

Sandra Bullock  :  Leigh Anne Tuohy

                        Tim McGraw      : Sean Tuohy

                        Quinton Aaron   : Michael Oher

                        Jae Head            : S.J. Tuohy

                         Lily Collins        : Collins Tuohy

                        Ray McKinnon    :Coach Burt Cotton

Music by :        Carter Burwell

Synopsis

The Blind Side portray the incredible true story of Michael Oher, a homeless African-American youngster from a broken home, taken in by the Touhys, a wealthy white family after a late night Thansgiving school play. Leigh Ann notices Michael walking on the road , shivering in the cold then offers him a place to stay. Slowly, Michael becomes the part of the family even though Leigh Ann faces disgust from her rich friends who wonder what she is doing. Later on, Leigh Ann discovers that this silent teenager is initially a passive athlete, notices his protective instincts and encourages him to improve his grades to join the school football team. With hard work and courage ,later Leigh Ann and her family send off Michael to the Ole Miss campus to begin his study and ends with a sad farewell between the mother and son.

"you threaten my son, you threaten me" 

Leigh Anne confidently driving her fancy car to the ghetto and threatens a gang to leave Michael alone. from this, we can see how she care about Michael as he has being a part of her. She didn't care about any risk that she might face for him.

"you changing that boy's life,no,he changed mine"

since Michael being a part of the family, indirectly, he changed the family custom. There is one scene , on Thanksgiving, when the Touhys family having dinner in their living room, by their own while watching tv, but everything was change when suddenly, Leigh Ann saw Michael take his meal to the dining table and eat it by himself. After that, she ask her husband and children to eat together and celebrate the Thanksgiving in actual way as a family. From Leigh Ann's eyes, she believes that, Michael has open her eyes to the real meaning of the family.

Discrimination towards skin colours

The discrimination towards coloured people appeared from her rich friends when Leigh Ann decided to become Michael's legal guardian. One even suggests that her teenage daughter Collins is not safe around him, much to Leigh Anne's disgust. She didn't care about that crap at all and her eyes are blind from seeing Michael's skin colour but, deeply, nobody knows her real intention. Was it about religion? But, from what I believes is, the thick humanity value inside Leigh Ann that brings her to take Michael into her life. 

Later, she champions him by claiming: “Michael’s gift is his ability to forget.” That’s an attitude often heard in modern-day America where the presidency of Barack Obama is meant to prove that talk of racism is old-fashioned, that all wounds can be healed.

"Love is The Voice Under all Silences"

Words are wonderful, full of confirmation and comforting.

 Yet sometimes words alone are insufficient. Love also needs to be expressed in one's everyday actions and deeds. Talk can be cheap and words unaccompanied by appropriate corresponding action don't carry weight. Actually, action in love is deeply than words. Its more than words J

Well, for me, at the early stage of our relationship,

 I truly want my man to show his love by saying

 I LOVE YOU 

for each day. 

But later on, I realized things that are spoken a lot can later be meaningless as it is will not be exclusive as before.

How many times can you hear the same words from different people before they no longer hold any value?

“If you love a woman, show her”

 I like the idea, if a man love a woman then he should tell her. It is true that woman needs to hear the word I LOVE YOU but far more important is backing up those words with actions. Words without actions are simply words; anyone can say them and say them sincerely so that you actually believe them.

more than words

By remembering each other’s birthday, anniversary, comforting each other when in a mess and the most important part is, be a good listeners is something that is beautiful and something that shape love and it is truly more than words.

 I still can remember the sweetest thing that my boyfriend did to me on my birthday. By gathering my friends around and make a surprise party with a cute birthday cake was something that really shakes and evokes my feelings.

 God! It was just a few hours party but the memory last forever. . .

 Surprise! By a little surprises it shows that he was thinking about me during the day  J

 and the way he looking out for a loved one is a big commitment as I see the effort as it comes from the heart...

So peoples,

 “action speaks louder than words” 

as love is a feeling, a knowing that is special for every person..  

M to the U to the S to the I to the C

Can you imagine a world without music?

 I think it would be dull and leave a large hole. We’d probably have a feeling that something was missing. 

Music is a powerful thing. It evokes feelings and has the power to bring people together. Music is also a way for people to express themselves and share ideas, whether through poetic lyrics or throbbing anthems. 

 I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. It's something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from, everyone loves music rite? J

Like most people, I enjoy music bcoz I believe that music can  uplifts my spirit which, it  can put me in happy or lighter mood immediately.

 Whenever I’m feeling down, I’ll listen to Rilo Kiley, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and La Roux.

 I don’t know why.but I’ll get some kind of sensation  that I can’t tell whenever I listen to them. 

Their meaningful and inspirational lyrics can wipe away all my sadness just like that!

 POOF!  

And it is definitely true that music can heal ! Not to forget that music can  brings back memories that can either make you smile or a bit teary.

 It’s strange how you hear a song and it brings back memories of a relationship or makes you remember a certain person / situation. 

U do have this kind of feelings? Well, I do.. J

-off the cliff-

I enjoy all sorts of music, except for the head banging and screamo rock ones. Im not being bias but seriously I have no idea at all about this kind of music.

  Warghhhhhh !! 

ragggggghhhh !!

What’s that? 

I can’t catch a word! 

I’ve asked my fren (Kay (bukan nama sebenar) ROTF! whose crazy or maybe obsessed about this genre, what is the one thing that he’s crazy bout this music? 

And he said that, he just love the instrumental that being played in this kind of music, not the song itself . 

Like, the sounds of the guitar, the beat of the drum and so on. 

 Owhhhhhh…then I know J..hihi.

 See.. The ways people see the music is different. Totally different.

-Perak’s sound-

To be honest, at first when Sir Aliff asked me what is Perak’s traditional song? I was like, err..err..ermm.. I don’t know sir. Ask Opie, he’s from Perak too. :p  Gosh..silly me!

Before this, I don’t even care bout my own state’s traditional song bcoz for me it is not important to know that kind of thing.

 But, now I realized that we have to get back on our root. 

We  have to know our own culture and I choose to learn it by music. 

Perak is popular with traditional song which is Dabus.

Dabus was brought to Malaysia via Sumatera by traders and evangelists in the 18^th Century. The Dabus is popular in certain states in Peninsular Malaysia especially in Perak wher it is believed to have been first performed in Pasir Panjang, Sitiawan.

Dabus is actually a dance that is believed has the power to heal, medicate and to prevent the spread of disease.

 However this belief has diminished slightly and this dance has undergone the inevitable changes.

This dance combines three traditional arts; singing, dancing and the ability and the bravery of the dancers in using sharp equipment called the ‘anak dabus’ (a sharp equipment with a small bells at the top).

 In the original form of this dance, the dancers actually stab themselves with the 'anak dabus' and stones were hurled at them without causing any injuries.

i think enough la babbling2 from me..hehe

p/s : bubye from supercool awesome blogger  J J J

"love yourself, love the culture,love the music"

i write finally!

at first, i've zero intention in any blog writing since writing is my big fat ENEMIES ;)

but, what to do, this new semester come with new subject which include blog writing as one

 of a MUST!

so..from now on..call me SUPERCOOL AWESOME BLOGGER! *rotf :D